DOTA // Shoutouts for you

I have recently developed a suddent interest in DOTA-ing. Alright, call me a slow developer, a late bloomer, but as the saying goes, "Better Late than Never".

I guess it's because my boo likes the game and he would never wanna run off to DOTA with his friends and leave me alone, or at home. Even if I sometimes ask him to run along with his friends to the CC to play a few battles of DOTA, he'd say no and that he'd rather spend all his time with me instead. With such a sweet gesture from him, it made me feel like giving him something back. So the first few times were merely just to accompany him to play with his friends but after a while, I started to get the hang of it and also found my favourite "hero", Traxex the Drow Ranger (DOTA players will know who I mean).

So nowadays, if there's enough players with my boo's friends, we would join them for a few rounds. But if there are no players, we would just battle the computers, just to improve ourselves.

Anyways, this game is getting more common for girls to play... so, do try this yea? You'll get the hang of it... =)


============================ @ @ @ @ @ ===============================

For those who is concerned about me, my wisdom tooth is still killing me!!!

For Audrey, I miss you dam lotz wei... Do inform me whenever you come back to KL yea??? I don't care edi... the last time you were down, we couldn't meet cos of my stupid finals... but dun worry, after my finals and practical, I will be down in KL to start my working life edi... so by that time, anytime you back in KL, anytime also can meet... can go for drinks, meals, shopping... and RED BOX!!! hahaha~

P.S. I also love you as much as before, Audz! Wahahaha... Even though we are oceans apart, but our friendship is still as solid as before... and growing stronger! =) *huggggzz*

Pain pain pain

Pain. Excruciating pain.

Source of pain - right smack at the back of my mouth, where my wisdom tooth is. Oh no... it's not only that part that's painful... the pain there is making the nerves on my HEAD pound so badly...

Not the growth of my wisdom tooth this time that's causing the pain... it's the gum around it that has got swollen and somehow found their way to cover the whole of my tooth, thus, causing difficulty to bite, talk or even close my mouth! Even the walls of inside my mouth is swollen... you can actually see that my face isn't symmetrical at the cheeks anymore due to the swelling. FcuK!

One week. ONE WHOLE FCUKING WEEK OF ENDLESS PAIN!!!

The dentist din dare to extract my wisdom tooth for me just yet. He checked and found that it is badly infected, so he suggested I take his medications and wait for the swelling and pain to subside before going for extraction.

Medication : Antibiotics + Paracetamol (a.k.a. painkillers) + Mouth gargle = RM55

What the fcuk!??!

That's super expensive Panadols and mouth gargle rite? I feel like I was robbed man...

Anyways... this is a complaining blog entry... hahaha...

P.S. I miss shopping... I miss buying buying buying... I miss my old life... back in KL... I miss my friends...

Margie, Wern Nee, Audrey, Suk Ching, Tommy, Siew Chin, Wei Yin, Kenneth... I miss you guys!!! (Others, if I din mention you, I prolly forgot... or something... wakaka~)

*** Please Dun Forget Me... Always and Forever, FRIENDS!!!

After a long time entry...

Whoa!!!

I just realised that it's been almost 3 MONTHS since I updated my blog!!! Sorry folks... I wonder if anyone still reads my blog... or bothers to even come and check out if I still updates... heh... pls do... I miss my blogging pals...

Anyhoo... 1st of May was Labours' Day in Malaysia... many people are buzzing around small "big" towns like Kuantan... while the big "big" towns are traffic jam-less and crowd-free... according to my sister whom went down there...

As for me, my finals ended on the 28th April 2006 (Friday) but I stayed on in Kuantan up until just now...

After my paper on 28/4, went to Megamall with Tee and Francesca to walk around a bit while Fran bought some KFC and a cake for Ms Wong's farewell lunch. Then on the way back to college to get my car, mum called and said that they were down in Kuantan and ask me to meet them at "Hoi Tin Lau" at Air Putih.

After lunch, took my mum to cut her hair in Art Gallery (Pls do NOT go there... the stupid hairstylist is stubborn. He asks u what hairstyle u want and then cuts the exact opposite of what u describe to him... PLUS it does NOT help that he is gawddamn U.G.L.Y.!!)

Then, mum and dad went back home so me, Tee and Onnzai went for yamcha at our favourite coffee shop, Oldtown (nice environment, nice food... try, Xi Mut milk tea). Terribly jam wei Kuantan... hard to find parking,.... when going back time, stuck there for more than 30 minutes... haihz...

Reached home, bathed and waited to fetch lou gong and his colleague, Patrick from bus station. They were supposed to go down KL to get the company van up to Ktn, but halfway down KL, the company called to tell them no need to go KL cos JPJ dun approve... bullshiat!

After fetch him at station and back to his home, he bathed and then we played some PS2 til about 10+pm and then went to our favourite art-cum-restaurant at "Ham Yu Gai" called Tjantek. I dun think many people knows of the existence of this wonderful place... it's really nice and romantic... the waiters there are really friendly and nice. DO visit there for a meal or drinks ya? =)

30/4 - Slept till VERY late in the evening cos been weeks since I had a good nights sleep... exams and all... so yes, dun get shocked, but we slept till 5.30pm! Wakakakaka! Then woke up, bathed and around 8pm, went to his relative's open house for dinner and then around 9.45pm, we headed off in 3-4 cars to Club Med, Cherating, to try our luck in catching turtles lay eggs. Sure enough there was one... but they already took away the eggs (about 85 eggs, according to the turtle ranger) cos turtles are endangered species and they work for the government to protect and to increase turtle populations.

And as if the walk to and back from seeing the turtle wasn't making me so hot and stuffy that it's so uncomfy, who should we run into but lou gong's ex, Kim... and her new beau, Nick. Kim was staring at me in some odd way when we introduced... >(

I think it was cos she still has feelings for lou gong. Previously, when she din know about me and him, she always msg him and something like hints came out of her sms. Like she miss him and wanna get him back n all that. And she din have a bf then. But after she found out that he has a new gf (me), a while later, we heard that she got herself a bf, Nick! *Surprise surprise*

Anyways... went back to his home to rest... and watched his younger brother play Fatal Frame (it's really scary... do try to play it) til almost 5.30am!!! Shiatt... we were supposed to wake up at 10am to go for picnic at Balok some more! Wakaka...

1/5 - 11.00am... lou gong woke me up and we got ready to go for the picnic. His parents and youngest brother had already left for the picnic to meet up with their other relatives. Left was me, him and his younger brother... so around 11.50am, 3 of us headed to join his parents and relatives.

It was really fun... never had this kinda experiences, going to beach for picnics and stuff with my family... last time was decades ago, when I was 2 yrs old I think... and the only memory I have of then was by looking back at old pictures...

Went to play in the sea with lou gong... and after that had a mini war of tossing mud between me and lou gong, with his 2 brothers and his uncle. LoL... was fun...

Headed back to his home to freshen up before coming back to Kmn at about 3pm...

Result of playing at the beach: Terrible sunburn on my back and red skin on arms and face... ugh... lucky I get fair quick. LoL...

Super boring seminar... n etc

Wow... just went to UNITEN for a super duper boring seminar on tax!!! wtf!!

First we had to all like wake up at 0500 to get ready cos we have to be in college by 0530. Then we travelled almost 2 hours by bus all the way to Uniten, Muadzam Shah, Pahang Darul Makmur!!!

Then not only is the talk boring... we dun even have the slightest idea what the fark are they talking about!!!

I slept in the lecture hall twice!!!

And the aircond there is so freaking cold!! I almost died, even in my blouse, slacks and coat! Me and my friend Tee wrote the comment in their "survey" at the end of the seminar : "The air cond is too cold. I think it's trying to kill us!" LOL!!!

I think the main highlight of the seminar for all of us was the breakfast, lunch and teatime!!! Kakakakaka...

*******

Met my bf's parents for the first time. Was in such jitters and wobbly state. Was never good at meeting the parents kinda scene. Anyhoo, bought a box of Ginseng Bird Nest for them. I think buying stuff for people is appropriate for first time meeting them right??? Haha... I dono... like I said, Im never good at meeting the parents. Or talking to them...

His dad is the quiet type of guy. His mum's a nice cheerful lady. Me? I was never good at talking to older generations. So all I did was greet them and just sat quietly beside my bf. But his mum kept talking to me so the more we talked, the more it was comfortable to talk to her. His dad was still quiet though.

Went over to his home everyday this week. His parents seem to like me more and more. His mum was always happy and smiling when she sees me. And always sits me down to have a chat with me. Lol... nice...

What amazed and shocked my bf was when his dad talked to me on the 3rd day!!! He said that in the 4 1/2 yrs he was dating his ex, his dad din even talk to her or acknowledge her when she called "uncle"!

N his mum asks me to go over to their home to have dinner... even when my bf's not around!!!

Weird thing is... I have never bothered to buy stuff for my ex's family when I went to see them. But for my bf, I bought the Ginseng Bird Nest for them the first time I went over. My bf din wan me to buy anything for them, but I absolutely made sure I bought something for them! And then last night, when I was buying cake for my family, I suddenly thought of getting his family one too... so I bought a cake for them! I know u're thinking, alaa... just a cake only ma... but still, it's like... I dono... I guess it's something new for me... it's like somehow or another, I wanna do something for his family as well, not just for me and him!

It's... weird... but... nice... =)

Happy Doggy Year 2006!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my fellow chinese!!! *Woof woof*

Finally the start of my 1 weeks CNY holiday... and Im back home now!!!!! Whooppee!!! No classes for 1 whole fucking week! *grins from ear to ear*

Will be going back to Segamat tomoro morning... then next day, off to dad's side (Batu Pahat) for "30th night" (hokkien: sar zhap meh) and 1st day <(hokkien: chuay it) then back to mummy's side (Segamat again) after dinner that day and stay on for "chuay ji", "chuay sar" and so on...

Ang pau!!! Ang pau!!! And more ANG PAUS!!!!!! Woo hoo!!! (Will act like Uncle Scrooge and count all the monay monay monay!!!)

And lots n lotsa pigging out on junkie foods and Shandy and whatnots!!! (Am not gonna worry about my weight at this fun fest)

Then it's back to college again on the 6th Feb... sigh...

Part of me drags CNY cos of going back to BP... my dad's side tends to have these favorite questions they like to ask EVERY year... either it's their favorite questions, or they have Alzheimer's disease and forgot they already asked the very same question last year round... What question is that???

So [insert your name], what are you doing with your life now? How is your studies getting along? What are your plans for the future?

I swear... sometimes the ang paus I get... it's just not worth the pain in my ears to hear that from every relative (my dad has 10 brothers and sisters, and I have more than 20 cousins there). Too bad it's superstition to cut stuff during CNY... or I'd cut my ears off! *rolls eyes*

That's why I love my mummy's side... we have total understanding to leave everyone's professional life alone.

Anyways, got to go now... not feeling too well...

I leave you with a picture of myself... whatcha think? ^_^

Happy Chinese New Year 2006!!! May good luck be with all of you always! *Huggggz*

Thanks to you...

Becos Im so damn busy now cos of college and work... but a sweet and witty guy is asking for an update, I will dedicate this entry to him... *Let him gloat over his fantastic work in his own blog*

Who am I talking about??? Well, it is none other than the painfully funny MIKEY himself, of cos!!! My fan-si, my faithful reader, my faithful tagger and commenter on all my entries... and finally, MY IDOL!!! teeheehee...

Lookie Lookie!!! Im one of MIKEY'S BLOG IDOL !!! *wide grin*

v That's me!

P.S. I've uploaded the pic to Blogger.com but I don't know how to get it onto THIS ENTRY!!! Can someone please help me!!! Show me the way to do it!!! Plsss.... thanks...

What am I feeling? I don't know...

I seem to have lost track of time and days... keeps passing by and by... just like that *snaps fingers*

I'm feeling pretty stressed out these days... have some problems with the parental unit... sigh... so what else is new? At least I have someone there for me to talk to and to console and care and support me... Thanks dear... *hugz* Just finding out that those related to you by flesh and blood don't even believe, trust and support you... it just reeks... makes you think twice about what "family" means...

On the other hand, very pleased with myself. Helped my downline, Ah Cool, to talk our business plan with one of his friends and she has JOINED US!!! woo hoo!!! Might I say that that was the very first time I talked the plan okay!!! And I succeeded... Big BIG thanks to KK for patiently guiding and training me in such a short period of time to be more confident with myself and also for having faith in me when everyone else doesn't believe I can do it... Well I finally showed them, didn't I??? So, thanks KK... Even though I know you can't see my thanks here... =)

Stress... my right downline Ah Chau, Roger has STILL NOT submitted under me!!! It's been one week already... been bugging him everyday to do so... but still not settled... come on Roger... fast fast fast... don't drag matters... I'll just bother you day by day by day... you know that... kakaka...

Elsewhere in educational matters, college has started for one week already... and again, taking 7 subjects... (congratulate me pls *rolls eyes*) And this sem, we'll be superbly extra busy... with 72 hrs of Model Office Training to finish, 3 - 4 events to settle, studies (assignments and exams), and for me, the business... I doubt I'll have any time for myself this time round... even lesser than last sem, yes... definitely...

And I predict I'm gonna have a deja vu this sem which will be similar to last sem with the lecturer... our original lecturer for a subject, Ms. L, got changed to this sucky lecturer Ms. K and she definitely utterly sucks in teaching! Last sem, her Econs students din even understand the subject cos she never taught them anything, printed the wrong materials and couldn't explain anything about Econs to them!!! She's gonna do the same thing to us now and ruin our lives... shitt!!!

We complained that we want back our original lecturer, Ms. L, but our course co-ordinator wants us to try Ms Sucky K for 1 month and see how it goes... yea, right... 1 month bearing her... our sem lasts only 3 months and you want us to waste 1 month TRYING her out??? That's just like giving us the death sentence!!! FUG!!!!

What to do... what to do... what to do...

I been tagged...

... by Yunqi

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times. (Paranoid most of the time)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic. (always, actually)
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (cass! wahaha!)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.(except during exam period)
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (no drugs just alcohol)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbour or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
Im proficient on a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much. (or the other way round)
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner. (HAHAHA!!!)
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas. (HAHA PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY)
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when neccesary.
weight is my enemy!
ONE TRUE THING ABOUT ME : I LOVE AND HATE SOMEONE AT THE SAME TIME!!!

5 PEOPLE TO TAG :
Cassandra
KY
Vern Hui
Uncle Jack Jack
Lee Lian
***Wanted to tag you, Mikey... but since Yunqi already tagged you, I'll spare you a second agony and give the "chance" to someone else... kekeke!

What to say...

Should I say my mind is clearer these days? Or should I say I am going crazier by the day?

Blah... screw u!

My finals is next week... w00t~!!! No, that's not an excited hoot... it's more like, a... a... I dono what the hell did I hoot for actually... but anyways, good news is, thank god it's only 4 days... but bad news, fug... it's going on til 23rd and thus, my holidays is only for 10 freaking days!!! TEN DAYS ONLY!!! Screw Olympia... bluekss... And to think I used to have 3 1/2 to 4 months worth of break... >_< Poor me *indulge in self pity for 1 minute*

Anyways, lessee... 23rd finish exams... back home... 24th go down Segamat... night got pre-wedding-cum-Xmas eve party... 25th cousin's wedding...

Continue later...

After so long...

... rest assured to my fellow friends that I am still alive and kicking... Good and bad things have happened to me throughout the whole time I've been Missing In Action (MIA)... Things that made me hit rockbottom and crashed so hard... to how I've got great friends around me to scoop up all my broken pieces from the fall and putting me back together, piece by piece... And things that made me feel sky high... those were great times...

Anyways, Li Chin (Jen)'s finally back from Aussie... with a new love interest, Leong (Alex)! So went out for drinks at a lounge kinda place at Cherating with them, Audrey and some old schoolmates... Something like a high school reunion kinda thing. Overall, I think there were 14 - 15 of us... Had Carlsberg only at first... but later on as the group grew larger, started drinking tons more... 1 Carlsberg, 5 glasses of red wine, 1 tequila pop... what else? I dun remember... but I can honestly tell you, after not drinking so long and mixing your liquor... bad idea!!! Din know I felt freaking whoozy til I stood up to play pool with Kang Lung (which, in my high n "bei" state, I still won, kthxbai)...

Anyways, in the super high state I was in, I got to find out some stuff, like how much people cared and worried about me, how people would "fly car" in the middle of the night,all the way down, thus, getting "saman" just to see if I'm okay from all the drink... and many other stuff... =) So, through the bad, I get more good... LoL!

Sigh... tomoro got class again... dang! But got two good news for tomoro:
1. Lee Lian's coming down to Kuantan!!! Yeayness!!!
2. Going to watch mooooooovies.... after my loooooooooong hour of class til 5.30pm la... sigh... What should we watch... what should we watch... I hope to watch horror movies... either Cello or The Fog... But I have a feeling we'd be watching either Kung Fu MahJongg (not too bad) or Zathura (>_<) or Chronicles of Narnia (sooo not my cup of tea...) But what to do... must sacrifice... Wanna watch AEON FLUX oso... Jon ssid it's not bad...

Anyways, I dono what else to blog anymore... This week will be very busy... cos gotta handle some function thingy for our "exam"... pretty cool... but very pressurising as well cos it's 50 marks!!! *Gulp* Hope it will be a success... wish me luck!!!

Dad // Exorcism of Emily Rose // KL

Sigh...

Haven't been able to sleep much for the past few days... Dad had a serious fall, for the 2nd time, and a part of his knee got chipped off so Mum drove him down to KL for an op. Reached Sunway Medical Centre around 10pm and his Doc immediately did the op on him. Came out of Op Theatre about 1.30am. This was on Tuesday...

It is now Friday and they're still in the hospital... was supposed to be discharged today, but the doctor wanted to keep my Dad in for another day for observation til tomorrow... Hope he'll be fine... He'll be using the stand to walk with and the wheelchair as well...

Next check up will be on this coming Friday...

* * * * *

Went to watch Exorcism of Emily Rose with John, Foo, 'Wai Wai' (not her real name, I think) and Onn zai last night. It's a great movie! Not too scary (for me la... but Im a horror movie freak, so please take note that my level of "scary" might be higher than other people's) BUT nonetheless a very incredibly full of CHILL-RUNNING-UP-AND-DOWN-MY-SPINE. It's really nice... Definitely will watch again if got "kaki"... =) I highly recommend it (beware the faint hearted though) cos 6 Demons possessed poor Emily Rose (Belial, Judas, Lucifer, Serfen and 2 others I dun remember their names [sorry, I dunno if I spelt their names correctly, someone please correct me if they know thanks])

Onn zai (sitting on my right) bought like a whole bunch of snacks and throughout the whole movie, whenever the horror part comes, he will look to the left side of the cinema (NOT towards the screen) and his hands will move into his potato chips bag and to his mouth faster and faster each time the scary music in the movie got more intense! After the part is over, he will turn to me and ask, "What happened?". It was freaking hilarious! And after the first scary part, he told me, "Shit, Im regretting coming to watch this movie". LoL! Chicken!

John, on the other hand, sat on the right of Wai Wai and throughout the movie, after the first horrifying part, he has been sitting turned to one side on his chair with both legs on the chair (ie. squatting position on the chair). After the movie was finished, he was in the state of a shock. Wasn't his usual, talkative self. LoL! And he told us today that he slept only around 7am in the morning!!! OMG...

Anyways, this is based on a true story, so that makes it all even more chilling and interesting. It has been in an article I read from somewhere that the girl that played Emily Rose in the classic Exorcist actually got possessed by demons after they finished filming it and died.

* * * * *

Going down to KL next Fri - Sun (1811 - 2011). Going with some college mates, cos some of them has convo @ Vistana, KL. So the rest of us who are not involved just wanna go to support them, and to shop of cos. =P

Me, I got tons of stuff I wanna do and people I wanna see! But I dun think I can finish all of it cos I have only, like, 1+ days in KL. I especially hope I get to meet F... I do miss him so much and really hope to see him again. I hope your firm will not be too hectic that you have to work on Sat, F...

Other stuff I plan to do is :
- Get another piercing or two on my ears
- Go Red Box
- Go clubbing (hopefully both Fri and Sat nites, if possible, and got "kaki". Which reminds me, REMINDER TO SELF : CALL COLLIN AND RACHEL)
- Do as much shopping for clothings & shoes as possible
- Get a hair cut and hair dye

So far, that's my list, actually I think there's more to it, but I just cant seem to recall what are they... damnit... Argh! Oh well, will come to me soon... I think...

We'll be staying in Berjaya Timesquare Apartment Hotel.

Sunday, will be heading up to Genting for a day's trip since it's on the way back to Kuantan anyways.

Hmm... as for now, gotta rush my projects due in 2 weeks so I can fully enjoy the coming weekend.

Toodles y'all... muaks muaks...

The Artistic vs. Stupidity

Stumbled upon this in Irene's blog... Pretty fun kinda survey thingy I see, so I decided, what the hay, Im bored, Im pathetically in need of entertainment, why not do this... Check this out for yourself guys and better if you wanna do it and post on ur sites as well... =)

Stupidity is an art.

It's not easy being stupid. No matter how hard you may try, you will fail miserably. It takes unusual artistic talent, and a little bit of luck to be able to pass of as stupid. Only those who are truly talented will be able to pass. Try this test. If you score more than 8-10, chances are, you're artistic to the bone!

1. Do you hold your handphone with your left hand but listen with your right ear?
- When you actually talk on the phone for a long long loooonnnngggg time, you tend to have this routine thing such as I do, ie. holding phone with left hand to left ear, then changing to right hand to right ear (cos ur left arm's tired and left ear's burning), then right arm starts to hurt, so use left arm to left ear, but left ear still burning so use left arm to right ear... so does that answer your question?

2. Do you speak louder into your phone when you can't hear the other party?
- Well... OBVIOUSLY!!! It's all natural reaction that you do so CAN? Just ask anyone, we all do that (even though it's useless and foolish, I know).

3. Do you pick your ears wax using your fingers?
- As a matter of fact, I do. In fact, I just did this like 10 seconds ago cos my ear itched and I do not have the proper tool with me now. I usually like to keep my nails a bit long so I can conveniently do the earwax picking anytime, anywhere. And then I'd take the earwax and sorta crush it into powdery form before blowing it off my finger. Gross, huh? Who else does that? Come on... don't lie...

4. Do you tune the air-con temperature to high so that you'll get colder air out of it?
- Ok, THAT, Im not so dumb, err... 'artistic'. I was taught that lower temperature = cooler air.

5. Do you brush your teeth before having your breakfast?
- Actually, I do. I was taught from young that we should brush our teeth twice a day, once before bedtime, and once after waking up from slumber-before brekkie or brunch or lunch or er, meals!!!

6. Do you, conveniently engage the signal light in the same sweeping action as your hand is turning the steering wheel?
- Hmm... actually, sometimes, if I see there's no car in sight, or driving close to me, I won't even put the signal light on. (Do NOT follow my shameful path, kids!) >_< On the contrary, sometimes I do, however, flick the signal light on few blocks before my actual turning. (Don't idolize me on this too, kids... it's annoying...)

7. Do you knock the hell out of your remote control when the tv refuses to obey your need to switch channels?
- Hahaha! Knock the hell out is too strong a word to use. More like give a few gentle spanking in the arse...

8. Do you wear your socks only after you wear your jeans?
- Well D-oH!!! Doesn't everyone? Wouldn't it be the same as asking me if I wear my panties after my pants. I ain't no freaking Batman... or Spiderman... or Mr. Incredibles... CAN?

9. Do you still wonder why, sometimes, there's a horizontal line on top of the number 9?
- Hahaha... I dun actually... cos if there's a horizontal like at the top of the number 9, it means it's a 6 OK? It's so that people can differentiate the number 6 and a 9. *rolls eyes*

10. Did you finish reading this entire list?
- Of course... if I didn't, how would I have answered all 10 questions? Right?

How did you fare?
- Re-read my answers above and you'll have the answer to this question.

Thanks you thank you... Now your turn... post this up in your blog, change it to your answers, and let me know you've done it and I'll check your answers out.

Genting [021105]

Went to Genting last night. Went with my college friend-cum-staff, Foo, and my "sai lou", Tiger and his family (ie. Father, Mother n 4 younger sisters). Was really fun and crazy! I can proudly say that this is the best time I went to Genting (other than for Rave la...).

0430 : Woken up by the phone alarm. "WTF! So early?! Just slept at 2am wei!!! MCHTNSCCBTMD" After checking the time. Then remembered was to go to Genting.

0505 : Finished gotten ready and morning called Foo 4x before he woke up. 3x also ring til cut off. Blardy fella. Sumore wanted to be the one who woke me. MCHTNSCCBTMD

0510 : Headed to fetch Foo and off to Taman Tas to meet up with Tiger and then back to his home.

0535 : Reached Taman Tas' Shell Kiosk. Wait for Tiger to meet us.

0550 : At Tiger's home. Met and chit chatted a while with his parents and sisters.

0600 : Started our journey to Genting. Car 1 - Tiger's parents + sister 2, 3 & 4
Car 2 - Foo, Tiger, Me, Sister 1

0630 : Breakfast pitstop. Had noodle soup.

0700 : Continued journey. Chit chatted, watched VCD, listened to music almost whole journey. Slept towards the end.

0900 : Reached Gohtong Jaya Cable Car Station. Not too many people. Bought our return tickets and walked around a while.

0920 : Reach Genting Highlands. Walked around a while.

1030 : Went into Snow World (minus parents). Was really fun n crazy. Rode on the tires down the slope thingy. Butt really hurts as the bottom of the tire does NOT have cushion thingy. Tiger smuggled in his digicam. Went crazy taking pics illegally. Til the management shouted at us "OI! No cameras! No cameras!". Lucky it was towards the end of our time in there and we had already took lotsa pics. Also, we had Nutrigen in there. Freezing cold wei!!! Brrrr~

1200 : Tiger's dad went to Casino. The rest went for lunch @ KFC.

1300 : Walked around then Foo, Tiger, sister 1 and I went into Ripley's Believe It or Not. Great fun in there looking at the displays, playing the trick quizzes, watching the funny videos and playing the tunnel thingy. Oh, and taking lots n lotsa pics. Will post them up when Tiger sends them to me... =)

1450 : Met up with the rest of Tiger's family. Went to the Indoor Theme Park/arcade to play for a while. Rested at McD's a while cos was really tired.

1600 : Went to walk around outside the hotels. Just as we were headed out, it rained - HEAVILY. So couldn't walk outside. Boo Hoo hoo... And fog was really thickening and covering the scenery outside. So hung out there to "enjoy" the wind a while more and took pictures to pass the time.

1700 : Wanted to watch Motion Master but was under construction. Rain stopped already so went out to see the Flying Coaster.

1745 : In the end, only Foo, Sister 1 and I were brave enough and up for the ride. It was really chi kek and fun and adrenalin rush! Will definitely go for a few more rounds when have the time next trip to Genting!

1830 : Reached Gohtong Jaya station. Got into cars and headed down hill. Lotsa cars now.

2000 : Stopped at Karak to have dinner. Kinda sucks le... but not too expensive. Fish, Pork, Soup, Vege... RM55 for 9 person.

2100 : Started journey again.

2215 : Reached Taman Tas. Talked a while before drove home.

2300 : Finally reached home after dropping Foo off at his home. Was really jam in town on the way back cos today Raya. Bathed, read some magazines, sms with Tiger, while waiting for hair to dry...

0130 : Slept... ZzZzZ...

Will post up pics as soon as Tiger sends them to me ya? =)

Enjoy ur holidays and HAPPY DEEPAVALI & SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!! *hugz*

Sick

I'm sick... At least I think I'm sick... or will be... I dono...

I dono if I'm ALREADY sick or on the way there... But I know that I'm not well...

Drove home from college around 9pm last night again (yes, been doing that every night... turning into a nerd). Din turn on the air conditioning on my drive home cos I was feeling ghastly cold.

Took a bath - icy cold bath cos the hot water thingy at the outside bathroom which me and my sis use rosak (even before we rented there so totally not our fault) and the landlady din give two fucks to get it fixed so we won't hafta suffer under the cold water, especially at night or rainy/cold days...

Outta topic d... anyways, was already feeling cold, bath cold water, lagi cold. My hands were of ICY state all throughout the night... while reading my books, while watching tv... I din even on the fan in the tv room... and my sis complained that it was so hot. =O

Wore a thick jacket after that and still fan was off... but still felt cold. Wore thick clothings all through my sleep at night but STILL cold. Am I catching a cold?

Maybe it was due to the all the raining going on here now la... but not too likely cos how can I, someone whose immune system is stronger than my sister's, fell so cold and shivering in jacket and no fan on while she is there, bathed the same icy cold shower, but yet feeling hot.

Wanted to call F last night to talk to him... Miss him so much but wasn't sure if I should call him straight in fear to disturb him, so sms-ed at 10pm to check if he's free before calling. But he said he was on the way out to collect something from a friend and will text me when he got back. So I waited for his sms while watching tv...

1.30am came. Still no msg from him to tell me if its ok to call him for a short chat or to inform me that he's gonna sleep and all... but no. Nothing from him. Not even to let me know that he cant talk. Im really bummed. This is so depressing. And it made me even sicker than I already am. But I still msg-ed him to say good night.

This sucks...

Foolish heart.

U say U still love me. But U dun want me.

U say U still love me. But U push me away.

U say U still love me. But U ask me not to put my feelings and hopes up cos things may change.

Ur friend did something mean to me. It made me happy... until I found out he was making it all up.

I feel stupid. I feel foolished. I feel played. I feel like a yo-yo.

But I dunno why I still love you... after so long. After all this.

update...

A week since I posted anything... isn't it??? I dunno... I dun recall...

Friday got no class cos of the ... something I dun remember... and who cares?

Whatever Holiday = NO CLASS

that's all that matters =P

So... came back home on Thursday after class in the evening. Drove me n my sis back. Dam freaking a LOT of cars wei... less than 1 hr journey turned out to be about 1 1/2 hr journey pulak... n lotsa lorries summore... ish...

Then drove down to Kuantan this morning again... got revision class for Business today... An extremely stressful 10am - 1.45pm... Drilling nonstop for 1 hr 45 mins... can die la...

Then me, Tee and sai lou, Tiger went to Megamall for lunch... had Ayamas's chicken rice... it's really not bad actually... Was so full of cars on the road though... had trouble finding parking... went round n round n round for like dono how many rounds only can find... by the time we found parking was like 2.45pm ady...

After lunch, we walked around. There was this BMW road show going on and I fell in love all over again with the BMW Z4 Roadster (why I said AGAIN? Cos I browsed d internet 3 yrs ago and stumbled upon it n it was love at 1st sight...n now... again) 3.0 horsepower sumore... fuh... saw also saliva dripping... and there's also a 5 series and a 7 series on display I think... and... my other favorite... the X5!!! *breathes into paper bag*

Then drove back home again lo... Nothing much le... oh... the pipe in my Ktn home burst and the room flooded... making the room directly under ours flooded as well... heh... Our room was actually still pretty ok... just the room below... the bed's all wet... pretty funny... kekeke...

Meanwhile... assignments are all pretty much done... just waiting for the lecturers to OK it... and then next week will rush my groupmates to hurry it up on their part in our projects so the rest of us can get our parts done... I need to turn on my BITCH radar for these few weeks cos I'm chosen by lecturers to be the group leader for assignments and my fellow members are the type that cuts class and have the tendency to slack off... which is not my choice of group members but those are all the people that are in the class... so we're all stuck to each other whether we like it or not... bummer... blah!

So this means I'll be super cranky and super stressed out again again again from now on... Mid term's in 3 weeks time or so... OMG... *pulls hair outta head*

If I were a doggy, I'd be...

What Common Breed of Dog Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla


Nicked this from Irene's blog (listed on the right side of my blog)

I din know I had a breed in the doggy world. LoL... It's pretty true what it sez about me... Im not black, though... hehehe

So what breed are YOU?

Parents...

Talking to Irene now. About our problems and all the shits going on in our lives.

Which makes me wonder... why are parents unable to accept that their kid is facing some problems? In my case, depression.

I have had this problem since years ago... and when I finally let them in on it and I wanna go for sessions with a psychiatrist, they TOLD me that I DO NOT have depression! In fact, they INSISTED that I do not have it :

Me >> Mum, Dad. I have been suffering from depression for a long time and recently its been very much worse than before and I decided to go to a psychiatrist and perhaps find out whats wrong and get myself cured...

*got cut off*

Dad >> No no! You don't have depression! (HELLO! I do n it's been here for YEARS!) So there's no need for going to see doctors or anything.

Me >> And I also have insomnia... I havent been able to sleep for a few nights now even when Im very tired. Been going on for quite some time too. I thought of getting some sleeping pills so I can take one now and have a long good sleep...

*cut off again*

Dad >> No no no! What insomnia? Cant sleep doesn't mean insomnia (I said I have it rite?)! You're just not tired (??? din I say "even when Im very tired"???)! Don't take sleeping pills... sleeping pills are just for people who cant sleep. (???)

=.=''' WTF? What's going on here? Were they listening to me?

And again when I was having a severe gastric pain, last night, for the umpteenth time (which they know of, btw) :

Mum calls...

Me : Mum, Im having gastric. My stomach doesn't feel so good. Im lying in the shape of a human pretzel now cos it hurts so bad... can I take my gastric pills?
Mum : What? What gastric? You don't have gastric! (heh???) Take the pill Chi Kit, you just have air in ur stomach. Don't take your gastric pills. It's the first time you're feeling like that.
Me : But... but... this isn't the first time I get this... n u know too...
Mum : Ya... but it's the first time. Don't take gastric pills... take the Chi Kit pills...
Me : ........

[... I took my Actal anyways and worked like a charm! =D]

But... What's wrong with this picture? Anyone?

Me? A Looter?!

What kind of looter am I? You decide!
You can also view a breakdown of results or put one of these on your own page!
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey

What's a looter? >_<

Memory loss? // This girl...

Funny.

Everytime I am not planning to blog or am not logged onto my blog, I get tons of ideas on what I wanna post/update.

But when I am finally there - *click CREATE ENTRY* - I get brain-tied. Suddenly, all my ideas fly away! (hence, all the shitty sucky postings... so sue me. bLeh!)

What I DO remember is, I have been thinking about posting a "This girl" thingy... what is that? Hmm... should I do it now? Not sure yet... Once I do it, you'll then know what is it all about... =)

Anyways... I think I will do it now...

^(°oo°)^

This girl...

... is 21 years old this year.
... is misunderstood most of the time.
... has changed compared to 1/2 year ago.
... suffer from severe depression for more than 3 years now and is never fully cured.
... thinks too much about anything and everything.
... can be very noisy and loud almost all the time but can be extremely quiet, especially nowadays.
... is trying to get her life back on track again.
... is missing KL. The time when you can find some place to hang out/mamak at ANY hours of the day. Where your friends are game to have some fun.
... has many friends, but only few close friends, who actually understands and knows her.
... is judged and looked down upon most of the time.
... wants to go down to KL.
... is fucking stressed out and badly needs a vacation.
... does not have any time for herself or social life nowadays cos her life is evolved around handling responsibilities at college, 7 subjects, 5 assignments, 3 projects and 3 presentations.
... has found a friend in college that she can relate to and talk to comfortably about any topics or problems.
... is very afraid of growing fatter, even the slightest bit.
... loves McDonald's & Burger King.
... always orders the Fillet set (McD) and the (Single/Double) Mushroom Swiss set + onion rings (BK).
... loves to drive.
... loves her black Mazda 323 even though it is really old (1986/7 I think) and problematic.
... has kicked many male @$$eS in Need For Speed (and other car racing games).
... wants to graduate quickly and start her working life in KL.
... hopes to find "the one".
... tends to care too much for people that she loves/likes.
... is tired of unsuccessful/short-term relationships.
... loves watching TVB series.
... has mood swings and stomach problems on and off.
... used to have very bad temper, and still do but is very much less now.
... does not want to be in a relationship now because of hectic schedule and many other factors.
... is deeply petrified of getting hurt... physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.
... has sprained her ankle three times in 2004 but is still giving problems up til now.
... is pretty close to her mum but not her dad.
... will do the best work on tasks you set upon her to complete, provided she is interested in the subject matter.
... aims to get straight A's throughout her course. *fingers crossed*
... loves to sing K, especially at Red Box.
... buys clothes mostly from MNG (MaNGo), topshop and Miss Selfridge.
... buys shoes mostly from Vincci and Nose (and Charles & Keith if in Singapore).
... thinks she has been in love only twice.
... is very straightforward and hates to be a hypocrite, so some people tend to hate her cos she refuses to lie to them just so they get happy.
... would rather people tell her the truth, even though the truth hurts, than lie/hide things from her. (Cos when the truth finally comes out, it's gonna hurt 1,000,000 times more)

^(°oo°)^

So far, these are all the "This girl" I can think of... will add more to the list when I can think of any... cos it's like 4.05am now and I gotta go get some shut eye.

Nite all and see you next time.