Monday, January 09, 2006

What am I feeling? I don't know...

I seem to have lost track of time and days... keeps passing by and by... just like that *snaps fingers*

I'm feeling pretty stressed out these days... have some problems with the parental unit... sigh... so what else is new? At least I have someone there for me to talk to and to console and care and support me... Thanks dear... *hugz* Just finding out that those related to you by flesh and blood don't even believe, trust and support you... it just reeks... makes you think twice about what "family" means...

On the other hand, very pleased with myself. Helped my downline, Ah Cool, to talk our business plan with one of his friends and she has JOINED US!!! woo hoo!!! Might I say that that was the very first time I talked the plan okay!!! And I succeeded... Big BIG thanks to KK for patiently guiding and training me in such a short period of time to be more confident with myself and also for having faith in me when everyone else doesn't believe I can do it... Well I finally showed them, didn't I??? So, thanks KK... Even though I know you can't see my thanks here... =)

Stress... my right downline Ah Chau, Roger has STILL NOT submitted under me!!! It's been one week already... been bugging him everyday to do so... but still not settled... come on Roger... fast fast fast... don't drag matters... I'll just bother you day by day by day... you know that... kakaka...

Elsewhere in educational matters, college has started for one week already... and again, taking 7 subjects... (congratulate me pls *rolls eyes*) And this sem, we'll be superbly extra busy... with 72 hrs of Model Office Training to finish, 3 - 4 events to settle, studies (assignments and exams), and for me, the business... I doubt I'll have any time for myself this time round... even lesser than last sem, yes... definitely...

And I predict I'm gonna have a deja vu this sem which will be similar to last sem with the lecturer... our original lecturer for a subject, Ms. L, got changed to this sucky lecturer Ms. K and she definitely utterly sucks in teaching! Last sem, her Econs students din even understand the subject cos she never taught them anything, printed the wrong materials and couldn't explain anything about Econs to them!!! She's gonna do the same thing to us now and ruin our lives... shitt!!!

We complained that we want back our original lecturer, Ms. L, but our course co-ordinator wants us to try Ms Sucky K for 1 month and see how it goes... yea, right... 1 month bearing her... our sem lasts only 3 months and you want us to waste 1 month TRYING her out??? That's just like giving us the death sentence!!! FUG!!!!

What to do... what to do... what to do...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

when he said 1 month ... it really doesnt mean 1 month ... it means 1 semester

=nel= said...

mikey : yeah... I know! Tell me about it.. *rolls eyes*

Just grab a fork and run it across my throat, why don't they...