Manic Depressive

Took this quiz and this sounds EXACTLY like me... I think I need professional help...

I suffer from:

• GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
• OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
• Paranoia
• ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed.
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
Paranoia
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have?

Love or conquest?

A friend told me of a “love” incident of hers that brought me thinking back to the good ol’ days of teenage-hood:

Let me give you a clearer picture of what I’m trying to say here…

Saw someone -----> felt like it was love at first sight -----> do all means of things just to get his/her attention -----> when he/she finally confessed their love/feelings for you -----> you realise that your feelings/love for that person no longer exists!

Then the only feeling that’s left is the satisfaction that you managed to make someone fall in love with you.

Pure victory.

Realisation that it was not love you felt for the person, (or as bad as it sounds) a mere conquest, or game for your own pleasure and excitement.

Ever been in this situation (whether on the giving or receiving end) or something similar thereof? Yes right?

Is this actually the road to discovery of who you are? To find out what you actually want in life/love? Or was it, in fact, not a game/conquest for you, but actually in the midst of the courtship, you saw something in the other person that triggered the realisation that he/she is not right for you?

Only you will know the answer to the above...

But one thing is for sure though; this situation definitely does not only happen during your teenage years...

My friend recently just went through it (after the guy confessed his love for her, she suddenly realised that hers was a conquest and not love towards him after all)

She’s already 23...

Haze/Sick

The haze is really bad...

Made me have fever...

Have scratchy throat that makes me cough...

Have running nose...

It's making my nose block...

Last night I lost my voice...

and instead, I now got this sexy, rough voice... (LoL!)

After the visit to the doc's

Went to the doc's during lunchtime... super packed in there... took me more than 1 hour to see the doc.... she said that I have severe throat infection (cos it is more than 1 week already) and that was what caused my ear to feel as if my eardrum is about to pop... apparently, it's the nerve that connects my throat to my ear that is pulling cos of the infection, and the pulling is close to the ear, that's why I thought that it was in my ears... Then she said she would prescribe me some antibiotics to take for the infection. Then I told her I had some green discharge coming out of my eyeballs and it causes me to get blurry vision, so she said she'll prescribe me with some eyedrops... then I went out to the waiting room to wait for my medicine...

15 minutes later, as I was standing at the counter of the clinic, I was looking throught my medicine of two packets of runny nose pills (for day and night each), cough syrup (which Im not gonna drink... gonna take my "pei pa gou" better) and my eyedrops.... noticed something? Yup... the "smart" doctor did not give me the antibiotics!!! How weird was that?!! How to become doctor larr.... ish... Nothing to say...

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Anyhoo...

After ten thousand years of insisting, finally bought a tv and a PS2 yesterday!!! Went crazy fixing it up and finally had a PS2 marathon! LoL!!!! Cant wait to go back home and continue the marathon again... whooppeeeedoooodaaaa!!!!!

My favourite games: Samurai Warriors, Dynasty Warriors... lol...

Bought Fatal Frame as well... but quite the scared to play... kekeke

I also bought Kingdom Hearts (the one with Sora and the cast of Disney wan) so can continue the last time I played halfway.... later on gonna buy another one that I played halfway, Shadow Hearts

Ooh, also bought Devil May Cry 3... I love the graphics man... superbly created...

What other games do you recommend?

Before I go to the doctor's

Hiya...

Just wanna blog a while before I go to the doctor's to see about my "throat" thingy... I'm worried it might turn out to be ENT (Ear, Nose & Throat) so better go have a confirmed and professional opinion first before I go to the ENT specialist.

This rachet thing has been here for more than 1 week now along with fever 2 weeks ago... It's really weird... it's not sore throat, but my throat is... sore =__=||| I know I know... you still think it's sore throat... but it's not... cos the doctor gave me sore throat and cough medicine last week... took it for a few days, and the thing got worse!

So anyways, the feeling inside my mouth and at my throat is something like the nerves there are pulling... and at my throat, each time I breathe in and out, it's like something is scratching on the walls of my throat, making it really itchy and I will cough like a dying old lady...

The "throat" thingy got so bad, that it has affected my ears... this is the 3rd day now... whenever I swallow, it feels as though my eardrums are about to pop... it hurts hurts hurts!!!!

I seriously dono what's wrong... my mum got so worried she insisted I go straight to the ENT specialist! But I say, go to the general doc first... get their opinion first before dumping the big moolah on some specialist only to find that it's nothing major... agreed?

Anyways... I'll be off to the doctor's now! Will update you on what happened at the docs...

Laterz~

做人怎么這么難呢？

感叹女人:

漂亮的不下厨房

下厨房的不温柔

会温柔的没主见

有主见的没女人味

有女人味的乱花钱

不乱花钱的不时尚

时尚的不放心

放心的没法看

感叹男人：

有才华的长得丑

长得帅的挣钱少

挣钱多的不顾家

顾了家的没出息

有出息的不浪漫

会浪漫的靠不住

靠得住的又窝囊

『感激不盡』與『視而不見』

陌生人請一碗麵，我都那麼感激，
而我媽一個人辛苦地養我，
煮了二十多年的麵和飯給我吃，

我怎麼沒有感激她呢？別人給予一點小惠，

你就

「感激不盡」，

卻對親人，

父母的一輩子恩情

「視而不見」！

那晚，佳芬跟媽媽吵架之後，
什麼都沒帶，就隻身往外跑。
可是，走了一段路，
佳芬發現，她身上竟然一毛都沒帶，
連打電話銅板也沒有！
她走著走著肚子餓了，
看到前面有個麵攤，香噴噴的，
好想吃！可是，她沒錢！
過一陣子後，
麵攤老闆看到佳芬還站在那邊，
久久沒離去，就問：

「小姐，請問妳是不是要吃麵？」

「可是．．．可是我忘了帶錢．．」

佳芬不好意思地回答。
麵攤老闆熱心地說：

「沒關係，我可以請妳吃ㄚ！」
「來，我下碗餛飩麵給妳吃！」
不久，老闆端來麵和一些小菜。
佳芬吃了幾口，竟然掉下眼淚來。

「小姐，妳怎麼ㄌㄚ？」

老闆問。
「沒有ㄌㄚ，我只是很感激！」
佳芬擦著淚水，對老闆說道：

「你是陌生人，我們又不認識，
　只不過在路上看到我，
就對我這麼好，願意煮麵給我吃！
可是..我自己的媽媽，
　我跟她吵架，
她竟然把我趕出來，
　還叫我不要再回去！」

「你是陌生人都能對我這麼好，
而我自己的媽媽，
　竟然對我這麼絕情！」
老闆聽了，委婉地說道：

「小姐ㄚ，妳這麼會這樣想呢！
妳想想看，我只不過煮一碗麵給妳吃，
　妳就這麼感激我，
妳媽媽煮了十多年的麵和飯給妳吃，
妳怎麼不會感激她呢？
　妳怎麼還要跟她吵架?」

佳芬一聽，整個人楞住了！是ㄚ！
陌生人的一碗麵，我都那麼感激，
而我媽一個人辛苦地養我，
也煮了二十多年的麵和飯給我吃，
我怎麼沒有感激她呢？
而且，只為了小小的事，
就和媽媽大吵一架。
匆匆吃完麵後，佳芬鼓起勇氣，
往家的方向走，
她好想真心地對媽說：

「媽，對不起，我錯了！」
當佳芬走到家巷口時，
看到疲憊、著急的母親，
已經在四處地張望 ........
看到佳芬時，
媽媽就先開口說：

「阿芬ㄚ，趕快回家吧！
　我飯都已經煮好，
　妳再不趕快回來吃，菜都涼了！」
此時，佳芬的眼淚，
又不爭氣地掉了下來！。
有時候，
我們會對別人給予小惠

「感激不盡」，
卻對親人，父母的一輩子恩情

「視而不見」！
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您也可以繼續分享給好友，請別忘我這一份喔。

Thank God It's Friday...

Hoo hoo hoo...

Wassup wassup? Im so freakin bored here in office... but lucky it's already a Freakin Friday! Yippie Doo Da Day!!!

Calmly waiting for 5.40pm to come so I can head off to Pyramid to meet up with my old hostel mateys for din din... Been a long time since I met them... Miss you guys so much Chingz, Nee & Tyng!!! *HugZ* (Chingz & Tyng, I'll pick you guys up once I wade through the jam from my workplace to your hostel ya? Sorry if I'm a bit late... will be preeetttty jam today)

Anyways, as usual... supposed to be doing work but not... instead, Im here writing in my bloggie and entertaining myself *no pun intended*. LoL!!!

Oh yea... I went to MNG @ The Curve, Damansara on Tuesday after work cos there was sales... wanted to find the yellow shirt that I love so much but it wasn't there... either it's not on sales, or it's sold out EVERYWHERE!!!! @___@

Anyways, the trip there wasn't too big a disapointment as I finally found a pair of skinny jeans that is super gorgeous! Still cant believe I can actually wear UK size 4 (XS) for bottoms now!!! *Does mini celebration for me* Cant wait to wear it out!!! But it's kinda loose at my waist and tight at my thighs lerr... how ar? What diet or exercise can make me tone and maintain my waist but make my butt and thighs slimmer and toner??? Anyone has good advice on that?

Got such thing wan mer???

Blog - back from the dead!

My blog is alive and kicking again!!! Woo hoo!!!

Actually... I really dono what to say...

Im in my office now, blogging when I should be working... but it's not lunchtime and what's a gal to do when she has that teeny tiny bit of freedom to herself?

My office sux... a lot of websites are blocked by them... this includes Friendster, uTube, some entertainment websites, MSN messenger AND gmail!!!! Yes, as in the whole http://gmail.google.com/ site!!!! WTF man!!! They really expect us not to have a life and give ourselves a little bit of free time to do our own thing... I think they will soon block access to blogspot as well... Sigh... My friend, Shi's office can view EVERYTHING!!!! So jealous....

Anyways, MNG having sales now... gonna go to The Curve and find the yellow top I've been dying to buy... the MNG in Mid Valley din sell it... I went on Fri... so today after work, I will go hunt for it in The Curve's MNG.... cant believe they closed down the MNG in 1U... that is just so mean!!!! *sob* Hope my salary is out by today so I can shop shop shop... practically broke from paying off all my commitments now... sigh...

My company robbed us off 2 days work... our salary usually comes out on the 23rd of every month... but this month 23rd falls on a Saturday, so I thought "Nvm... Monday go check, should have banked in our money d!" Mana tau! Last night I went and check... TAK ADA!!! Never bank in to us!!!! Cis bedebah punya company...

Also, they say now calculating bonus and increments... dono if I will get either or both of those good thingies or not... Hope can get la... my pay is super chicken feed now wei.... can barely survive... *Poor Me*

Wonder if anyone still visits my blog or not... seeing that it's been almost 1 yr since I actually wrote anything... lol...