Sunday, October 09, 2005

To YOU...

F...

This song is dedicated to you... It's a little bit outdated (the song), but this is how you make me feel. It wasn't like this for us... until the time you hurt me. It still hurts... stil does a lot. Things din have to turn out this way. Things could have been better. But you din wanna give us another chance. You cast me off just cos of ONE simple mistake. ONE! Think back on how many things you done wrong to me. I was hurt. But where was I standing through it all? Right beside you! Why? Cos look around you, F... NOBODY IS PERFECT!

I thought what we had, what we went through can handle more than this. I thought you knew me better than myself. I thought you were someone who wont give up that easily. That you were a fighter and will make things work and look beyond the surface... but you seem to prove me wrong. You disappoint me a lot.

I hope you are happy to make me feel this way. Congratulations, you succeeded in hurting me. Maybe this was your payback to me...



SCARS by Papa Roach

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

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