Song for the broken hearted...
| This song was sent to me by my cousin, Eric, after knowing what happened with me and my baby boy... He said to listen to the lyrics carefully and after doing that... I feel like it is so much like what I should and must do... I cried reading it... F.I.R. - 把愛放開 當你開始追尋你要的自由 放開我們緊握的手 帶走我的愛和天空 我不知所措 我以為我會懂 我們的愛 我們的愛 當我獨自走到時間的盡頭 回憶和我擦身而過 帶走你的愛和笑容 我無力承受 最後的一點心痛 我們的愛 我們的愛 把愛放開 把手放開 如果你的心已不在 把愛放開 不再等待 你的溫柔是一片空白把愛放開 把心打開 這次我決定走出回憶重來 就讓我徹底地傷 再徹底地醒過來 終於明白愛已不再 從今以後再也沒有什麼能去依賴 我還有什麼期待 把愛放開 把手放開 如果你的心已不在 把愛放開 不再等待 你的溫柔是一片空白把愛放開 把心打開 這次我決定走出回憶重來 就讓我徹底地傷 再徹底地醒過來 |
I cannot accept the fact yet... It's all too soon and drastic... Im so stoned... I'll be falling back to my old self again... Suicidal thoughts flashing back into my mind... Depression strikes again... I need as much love as possible... Im so alone... so so alone... failed... faltered again...
Why does this always happen to me... Just when I think I can trust and love someone again... I get shitfuck back... Love hurts... I dun even know how many "markings" I already made on myself cos of this... I dun wanna hurt no more... What best way than to leave the world... That's the most tempting offer I heard...
2 comments:
hey lynn,
its okay, just cry it out first. but set a time when you will stop crying for him.
then you hide and recover. protect yourself first.
love yourself, before you can love others. very true words.
take care babes,.
Cass : Thanks darling... I know... Someone very dear to me just sms-ed the very same thing to me a while ago (about loving myself b4 loving others)... I know its so true... but I guess its not the matter of not loving myself... cos I guess I've been liking myself more and more... much more than I had ever actually... so I guess dats not d prob...
Well, anyway, Im not going into another relationship for now. Mebe give it a rest for 1 yr or 2... Cos I am petrified of loving and trusting another again. Cant bear to get hurt again. And if I do get in a relationship now, it sure wont be a serious one... Cant handle serious relationship anymore... sigh...
Thanks so much for caring gal... *hugzz* *muaksss*
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